I wish that too..

Thanks God!

"For I know the plan I have for you, declares the LORD;
plans to prosper you and not to harm you,
plans to give you hope and a future"
Jeremiah 29,11

am Wegesrand...

Und ich erwache aus dem schönsten Traum,
Gott ist bei mir in der Finsternis.
Brauche kein Schwert und kein Geschrei,
er befreite mich von den Ketten der dunklen Mächte.
Furcht begleitet mich nicht.
Es werden Blumen wachsen am Wegesrand,
er wird segnen was noch nicht ist,
das Vergangene ist mit seiner Liebe bedeckt!

Always

look on the bright side of life...

I feel good today and Sharon is back....

What goes around

comes around.
too bad when its sad.

Fight

Dear friend,

I know how you are feeling right now. Heavy of heart and spirit, moving slowly as through shifting sands.
You feel like everyone else has their life perfect, and you are the only one with the fake veneer, hiding the burden within. Acting a role, because of course, everyone else thinks you are perfect just like them. But there is a darkness in your heart.

I know all about the sharp pain of memories that drag you back to a place you shouldn't go. The thoughts that wind you and all you can do is lay down with them.

Maybe you are feeling bound, tied up to a past you struggle to let go. No matter how many times you cry out you are still held by a strong glue that won't let you untangle. A heavy stirring in the pit of your stomach that won't leave, turning into burning of the throat, a kiss on your cheek, acid tasting.

I know how you feel, and I know you cannot sit with it and let it be.
You MUST fight. You can be unbound, your heart can be healed. You CAN have a fresh start.

Yes memories will still pierce your spirit, but they will not drag you back to that place. They will simply be a reminder of how far you have come.

You will no longer need to find the destructive method of comfort. There is an answer, there is hope, there is freedom. The shackels will be off and you can walk forward with the hope of your future.

You MUST fight. What good are you if you give into the darkness and let it define you? You can define the darkness within you, put it in its place.

for a friend...

Twitter it is...

Yes I joined in after my super flatmate came up with a new nickname for me. Its a bit tricky but maybe you can solve how she came to this: Sara Blooks...
soo see you on Twitter!

hehe..

Ik ben Sara. Woon in Bochum, Duitsland. Ik kan niet klagen, heb een mooi huisgenoot. Somtijds wij stikken van het lachen. Kan slapen op elke grond. Ik hoor muziek van dit moment van en vriend op Kink. Het doet me genoegen. De zomer is bijna gekomen. Ik zou willen Chocomel. Hebt en goede dag onder het werk. Ik lach al zoveel mogelijk. Een de liefte is mooi enzo... Tijd voor en knuffel.